freeyourmindfollowyourheart asked: And unworthiness. I lost my virginity to him. I felt like a slut, I felt scared and humiliated, and that will always stay with me. I was strong enough to let him go.... But slowly I'm falling back into him, and he tells me he promises not to do it again.... But those feelings wash over me once in a while an I wider if it's worth it. I may not know you, but I'm so proud you made it through whatever may have happened to you, even if it's not as similar. Please never change.
First and foremost, you are more than welcome to shoot me a message WHENEVER. On behalf of all girls who have been treated like dirt by a boy, I am here for you! Yes, I’ve been cheated on. The difference between you and I is that I never confronted him about it. I never told him that I knew he had cheated on me. To this day, he’s clueless. I wish I had had the courage to leave him when I found out. I called myself every name I can think of. “You’re stupid. You’re a pathetic whore. You can’t do anything right, and you will never amount to anything.”
I was wrong. You are a strong and beautiful person, and NO ONE can take that away from you.
I’m so sorry that Jackson is trying to crawl back into your life. It’s not my place to tell you whether someone has changed their ways or not, but if I were you, I could never even stand the thought of letting someone like him back into my life. Boys like Jackson and Jesse are full of empty promises and are only after one thing: self gain.
Although the emotional toll of separation is devastating, I’ve found that there’s beauty in the breakdown. You and I have been given second chances, and I know we’ll both make someone beautiful out of them. God bless.
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