I have to get this out of my system.
And now for a mindless and petty rant:
Hey _____,
Single, eh? Nice try. You’re not a very good liar. This is a small town; you should’ve known I’d find out. I told you that I’ve recently gone through a lot of stuff and you said all you wanted was my happiness. Bullshit. To go through a break-up that made me question my existence and then be lied to by you was really the icing on the cake. If you wanted to toy with someone, you could’ve atleast picked someone with more mental stability. Speaking of mental stability…
That day you asked me what my problem was…I almost told you. Yes, that’s right. I almost told you my deepest, darkest secret. I almost told YOU my innermost secret. I will be able to sleep at night knowing that deciding against it was the right choice. You know I’m a bad judge of character and you took advantage of that. You must be so proud.
I feel used. I feel embarrassed. I feel STUPID. Why couldn’t you have messed with someone who was a little more sure of themself? Or a little older? I’m fifteen, for God’s sake.
Although you’re a jerk, and I’m a psycho, the only person I feel sorry for that poor girl (you know, the one you said you WEREN’T in a relationship with?) who calls you her boyfriend. She seems like a sweet girl, and she deserves better. I hope she figures that out soon.
It really sucks that you won’t ever read this.
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